Wow so after being so fascinated about beginning a blog, I totally forgot about it. Well not necessarily, I knew I hadn't written in it, I just didn't take the time to. Where have I been? I should have an amazing excuse, but I don't. I have been doing absolutely nothing, well that's what i look at it as. I was on a roll when I began this blog, with life! But I bought a 12 week old puppy (now) Havanese Poodle, and I got way to comfortable with him that I forgot about my life and about how I shouldn't be comfortable. I am looking for energy to motivate myself and keep moving forward. I have so much potential to do so much more, and my puppy isn't going to stop me. I mean I hope he doesn't want me to stop either. It's just been hard he's a puppy basically a baby who i've devoted my life to 24/7 for the past umm 2 weeks. I should have taken this some extra thought. I don't regret him, because I absolutely adore him! i Just can't wait for everything to settle down when he becomes trained and used to everything. He sleeps a ton because he is a puppy but hey I should be doing work, NOT SLEEPING WITH HIM! LOL. So as of right now! I had set a deadline to apply for grad schools for September 5th and as you can see I am way OVERDUE! with my deadline! I have set a deadline of Wednesday to at least submit 2 of my applications that have a October 5th deadline! If its going to take energy drinks that that's what it'll take! But this isn't me right now. The positive on the go spirit! I need to snap out of this quick!!!!
So today I began reading ... 'Become a better you' by Joel Osteen... and it reminded me why I should stop this laziness and keep working towards the dreams and goals that God has put forth in my heart. It also reminded me to stop listening to the negative comment and advice of others. I hate when people ask me what I'm currently doing with my life, than have something to say about it... like 'why are you doing that' 'oh isn't that going to make things more difficult' 'but you are good at home paying no rent' blah blah blah! i just want to say MIND YOUR BUSINESS!!! why ask someone something, than judge them and throw your fears towards them... NO THANKS. I have to learn to keep more things to myself, and i have to stop acting like i need to hear what people think about my ideas... its my life i should think and decide whats right... anyways the amazing ideas i have about my life God put forth in me to put into action! therefore i will!!!
I have a few stresses occurring in my life right now! But as of right now... this second... they wont stress me out any longer, how come... well because the more i stress them the more they will become larger issues and stress me more... tonight is still young... and tomorrow is a new day!!!! I can't wait to begin relieving these stresses I have as of right now!!!! Amen to that!!!
Have a good night folks!! =)
